Oh, colours of Fall,
how I love!
Rich and bold,
filling my Heart and Soul.
I was invited to participate in the Transcendental Rebirthing webinar last week which was held for the people from all over the world. The intention was to experience the transmutation of Ids (Identities) of beliefs of traumatic experiences, analogical states of mind, disintegrations and subconscious assumptions and to rebirth in integrity, joy, Love and brilliance. I chose to experience Rebithing of the Inner Child as the timing was about right. From astrological point of view the Sun has just moved into Virgo and the theme for this month is the Inner Child.
After the webinar I wondered how many people attended this event and thought about what an effect it has created for the whole world. When many people come together with the intention to do some healing with Love and focus on sending Love to All it creates very powerful effect.
Love gives birth to joy, contentment and happiness. It flows freely through the Universe and is the food for our Soul.
The LOVE nurtures our Essence, it has power to heal anything and when felt and embodied it enables us to achieve what we call an Enlightment. Our world can be healed only with LOVE as the Love is the most powerful form of energy and IS the Ultimate Truth and IS what will bring us ALL through.
Relationships were given to us to learn, to experience, and to grow. Subconsciously we all desire to manifest harmonic intimate relationships and we all do whatever we can at any given time to achieve it. Even if we co-create codependent relationships it is what it is for us to experience and learn and hopefuly to resolve and move into creating a relationship based on Higher Love.
Imagine having a harmonic loving intimate relationship which is based on trust, unconditional Love, respect and spiritual integrity.
Imagine manifesting a sacred union between male and female where each person has a reverent awarness of the other and both can reach higher levels of consciousness through sexual intimacy. A relationship where each person is aware that the other as an individuation of God/Source and where they both respect each others attitudes and individuality.
Each person we had a relationship with served us as a mirror for us to recognize our own gifts or shadows and was there for us to heal whatever was there for us to heal. Majority of relationships are not based on Higher giving Love but on past karma, imprints, social expectations, religious beliefs and so on. Codependency relationships are what we call them. It means that a person enters a relationship with the lack of Self Love, Self - Worth and is trying to extract this Love and approval from the other person. Codependency stems from the lack of Self-Love, from failing to take responsibility to achieve spiritual maturity and to heal enough to embody the Love within and then sharing it with others. The lack of Self Love manifests itself as NEED for the approval of someone else and their love to prove one’s own self-worth.
Together with codependency comes along control and dominance or victim - abuser issue. These generate naturally a lot of drama in peoples lifes and are the major contributors to many health problems in both women and men.
The rift between Male - Female has been manifested throughout our history and is imprinted within our DNA. Each person, be it a man or a woman, carries both Male and Female parts within. What has happend was that male dominated religions created a distorted belief that women were bad and soulless, inferior to men and weak. This naturally created huge rift between male and female energies and manifested in our human history as illnesses, wars, dominace, tyranny, poverty and fall of sexuality into something bad, sinful and forbiden.
Saying that women were bad was the judgement which created immensely devastating ripple effect to entire human race. This false belief is the prime cause of why humans fell into unworthiness and lost the connection with God/ Source. This neurosis then gave birth to all the rest. Since then humans began to embrace fear and anxiety instead of joy, love and bliss.
Women perceived as soulless were raped, heavily abused, persecuted, sold, bought, prostituted. Since they were not allowed to have education, freedom to have jobs they were left to be dependant on men. For a woman in order to survive she NEEDED to have a husband provider. This was what gave birth to Female Image Complex where a woman had to be sexually attractive in order to secure herself and to survive. Women started charging men for this and men went along with it creating the whole industry - the fake beauty and sex industry which is only a manifestation of the Male Female Rift. Selling images of distorted beauty and sexuality which appeals only to distorted brains.
Many people are not aware of the devastating effectcs of the Female - Male rift on our health. As this re-activates the feelings of un-worthiness, anger, guilt, fear, anxiety, failure, despair, hatred and unhappiness these emotions are causing a great deal of stress and dis-eases in peoples lifes. Re-establishing the Female Male sacred Union within ourselves has a very healing effect not only to our own lifes, health and relatioships but to all humanity. One of the very imporatnt effect is that it restores the access to our Divine potential to use more of a capacity of our brain. The brain synchronization is the key to experiencing higher states of consciousness and to reach the greater genius and states of joy and bliss.
This naturally changes person’s vibration and frequency and will be manifested on outside in attracting people who resonate with this frequency. Therefore one will experience better and more harmonic relationships.
Every person carries a particular frequency and two people will get together only if they have the same or very similar frequency.
It has nothing to do with looks, cultural backround, race or financial or social status. It is simply based on the RESONANCE of the frequency.
The key to manifesting brilliant healthy relationship is to re-establish the brilliant, healthy and harmonic relationship within your self. Only when one honours One-Self as an embodiment of God’s Love and achieves one’s inner marriage of the Female - Male aspect only then one is able to give Higher Love to another person. This is when the true union between two persons is possible because one can love the other person and not expect anything back from them in return, and allow them to be who they are. In this way, we have two people who are truly whole, and not just trying to extract what they lack in themselves from another person. And they are also not trying to constantly change the other person.
What is the inner child? I think it is our True Self, our
essence which is all about Love, purity and wonder. It is how we are in our
pure essence and the closest we are to this state in this 3 dimensional world
is when we are born. Babies are pure magic. If you are lucky to be looking
after a new born child, spend some time looking into a baby’s eyes. What I have
seen in babies‘ eyes was limitless Love and purity. Their minds are still
connected to other dimensions and their carry the Christos consciousness. They
are in Truth and if they come to terms with the world of false and illusions,
they cry. Often when babies cry for „no apparent reason“, it is to do with crying
for beauty and the Truth of the „real world“ in other dimensions. The real
world which child has left is reality. This 3 dimensional world is the
dreamstate that one can not escape until one awakes.
Children by certain age have naturally open minds and have
no critical faculty. They are able to see spirits, fairies, gnomes, etc. They
can hear what most of adults can not.
I have looked after a beautiful Indigo child once. Ellie
was pure magic and Love. She loved
limitlessly and carried wisdom. She was able to read my thoughts easily
and often said things I was just to say to her. I felt honoured to have had an
opportunity to assist her and felt that my presence was nurturing that whichever
she desired to develop.
But what about those who have lost their inner child? I
don’t think one can lose it. It is still present within but it is burried and
imprisoned by false beliefs and rules which once were imposed and projected by
those who presented themselves as an authority and forced child to believe
their reality is to be the truth and expected child to adopt it.
Children are very vulnerable and open. We can tell how much people are evolved by the way they relate and treat this openess and
vulnerability of others, be it a child, an animal or an adult.
Let those of us who were able to retain it help those around with our Love. To be able to reconnect with the Truth is the key to the inner child.
Tarot cards have been my helpful companion for the past 10 years. I have been using them as the tool for my personal development and for the spiritual growth.
Naturally I ended up doing Tarot readings for my friends and have been enjoying it. These days I am using Crowley - Harris deck and The Love pack by Chuck Spezzano.
Many people feel drawn at some point in their lifes to have Tarot cards read for them. It usually comes to them at times of life transitions when they feel something is changing in their lifes, things don’t seem to be the same, values are being restructured, taken apart, old burried issues are coming to the surface and one is looking for ways to understand and to resolve important situations. People love the idea that one can predict future. I do not entertain this belief as I don’t think one can fully predict the future. I believe one can pick up on events which are already happening on vibrational level but not yet have manifested in reality. Every person emanates energy and vibrations and carries particual frequency, have thoughs and feelings. These attract matching experience and manifest in their lifes as events. When someone comes to see a tarot reader it means their desire is to improve their lifes. No one would want to have tarot reading done because they wish to regress or to make things worse. At times when one comes to see a reader one carries particular frequency, has thoughts and feelings. Tarot reader is very sensitive to these signatures and can tune into one’s energy field. By doing so one can pick the cards which interpret these signatures and show what has happened, what is happening and where it is potentially leading to if the person carries on in the same fashion.
We are all readable as a book, it just takes to access the ability to read signatures and imprints, thoughts, feelings, energy, in different ways. Literally to access higher senses and connect them to our lower senses then we will begin to see things as they truly are, see hidden agendas, and understand what is really important in life not only for oneself but for the highest good of all.
I have been inspired to write this post by talking to my friend about healthy foods and how it affects the way we feel emotionally, mentally, physically and also spiritually.
Many people are aware of how eating habits affect our physical health. What I am interested in and exploring myself is how foods affect our spiritual growth and ability to connect to Divine Spirit. Given we all are spiritual beings who not only have physical body but also subtle bodies such as emotional, mental and spiritual, the foods we eat must therefore influence the growth and well being of such bodies.
Each food carries particular informations and vibrations. The energy of the food is not only measured in KJ but has certain quality as well.
My friend told me about something I did not know about. And that is called fizzy blood or acid blood. People whose diet consists of mainly acid forming foods have changes in their blood. It tires the body, makes it aggressive, lazy, it saps their strenght and will. Acid forming in the body restrict the person from having full connection to the Spirit and soul and keep one away from Divine energy or God.
These people are also easily led and manipulated by media and do not distinguish themselves what is good for them. They lose the connection to their Higher Selves and do not trust their intuition anylonger. They need to be told and showed what to eat, how to live.
I can’t imagine people who live in harmony with nature and spirit needing to have someone to tell them how many times a day to eat and how much or believing that a handbag by dolce gabbana is the latest must.
If you ever pass by a gift shop in Great Russell St just opposite British Museum, do walk in to say hello to this cat who lives there. And if you have a problem choosing in between silly handbags she will give you a paw.
Naah, I don't like this handbag!
Yeah, this one is more like me, matches my coat, doesn't it?
Walking in woods is the one of my favourite things. I feel home there and it is impossible for me not to feel joyful. Being back to my village I naturally found myself walking to the place where I have been million times. I know the place so intimately and the Spirits of the place know me too. I greet them everytime I enter their space and I feel loved and welcome. I felt overjoyed to see how taller grass grew in past 2 months while I have been away and how lushous trees looked. The Spirits showed me the ripe wild strawberries ready to be enjoyed and I picked few as red as can they get and as sweet as honey. I thanked the Spirits and left still enough for others to pick, for animals, fairies and children. I heard the loud buzzing of bees and bumblebees and I thought it sounded like the tone Mi which carries apparently frenquency of Love. I wonder if bees being God’s messanger as we say in Czech Republic have far more positive purposes here than pollenating flowers and plants and making honey, the only food which never goes off.
I wish those people who introduced GM foods would have never done that becuase it is the reason why the bees are dying out. I believe things like this is true evil and can come from only unbalanced and ill minded human beings. Unfortunately those have ruled the world for a while and their agenda is to enslave as many people they can. Make them into living zombies who are easily led and manipulated. But enough of negativity. I wish that all people will know and will want to know how to claim their power back and to free themselves from believing and buying into what the ill minded tell us. I wish that Love reaches every single being and vice versa and for people to choose to care for their own well being and Nature in loving ways.
I have been very connected to nature since I was a child. My job was to look after our animals, garden and I embraced it with love.
I feel unseparable from our Mother Earth and love being here. I so wish for all of us humans to realize how fundamental it is to be aware how directly we all are connected to this wonderful, loving, abundant and beautiful living organism Earth. How much she affects us and how much we affect her. Now, how much she gives us and how much we appretiate it and give back and care? The answer is yours. I am not here to judge.
I came here to love and care and I do.
There are so many possible ways to care for nature and live ecologicaly. Imagine if every single person takes responsibility for themselves and their environment and use only eco products, actively participate in cleaning their environment, look after animals, plant a tree or reduce the use of their car, support eco farming, eat healthy, eat less meat, waste not food, waters, electricity...
We could all create magical planet. It takes less than anyone thinks. Start from within yourself, start caring for yourself and give kindness to yourself and from this place you may start feeling more caring about all that is about our Mother Earth.
Start NOW PLEASE!
One day I went browsing in a bookshop with esoteric literature. As I was leaving, my eye caught a title of a book. It said "Magic and cats".
I love cats. I grew up surrounded by cats. We allways had about six cats at home. There was a group of 3 of ours and the others were strayed cats who relocated to our place. Perhaps we had a big board in a garden saying "cats friendly environment" or "cats united states".
I don’t know what is that book about but as I went, my imagination strated to play. What would it be like if our cats pursue Magic?
I was going to see my parents and cats at the weekend. When I got there I found out that cats took over the house. It looked like this.
I walked into a room and saw Macek (our big black tomcat) sitting in front of his wic-cat altar in his own birthday fur, holding a magic wand in one paw and an Athame in the other one casting-mewing some catspells.
I said: "Hi Macek, how is it going?"
Macek turns to me looking very serious, he says:" Do not disturb please, don’t you see I am in the middle of my ritual? Go on see Minda".
Me: "Allright, sorry."
I find Minda in a living room, laying on a sofa, pampering herself.
"Hi Minda, you look gorgeous, how are things?"
"Hi Nadia, you look gorgeous too. Yes, things are good, I have been doing loads of "everlasting beauty" rituals. It really works"
Me:"Wow, amazing, will you spell the spell to me? I wanna be everlasting beauty too."
Minda: "Sure my dear. Have you seen Macek yet?"
Me:" Yes, I caught him in the middle of a ritual"
Minda:" I know, he has been doing Banishings recently. He thinks that our neighbour casted a spell- cursed him- not to be able to catch any mice"
Me:"Holy mouse! That’s serious"!
Minda:"Yeah, he hasn’t caught anything since the row they have had over me. Otherwise our sex life improved a lot. I got him into Tantra and Sex Magic rituals. Girl, I tell you, it’s something else!"
Me:"Funtastic! I am into Tantra too. You know, I think that sexual energy is the main life force and is universal and very powerful!"
Minda:" Yep, spiritual sex is the most straight forward way how to connect with what we call the God. It is sacred.
Me:"So, how’s my Mum and Dad?
Minda: "Your Mum has been very naughty, behaving immaturely recently. She has been playing a martyr. You know what I am talking about. She is being a bit manipulative, making up all those illnesses, like allergies to cats, to control people & cats around her. But my friend Micka is NLP master and she sassed out pretty fast what was really going on and did some EFT therapy on her. It worked fast with the best result.
Your Dad has been naughty too, I must say. You remember how he twisted his ankle? He didn’t take a rest and it didn’t heal properly. It was still playing up. So Micka gave him some Reiky and Cranio therapy which worked great."
I can hear the noises from the backround. It’s Macek..." Oh abundant Universe, rich in all, send me what is mine - mice. I attract a full portion...."
Me: "Minda, do you think you could pull a few cards for me?"
Minda: "Sure honey, let’s do it now. Let me stick a kettle on for a coffee. You make yourself comfy, take couple of deep breaths and I will be right there. You can have a cigarette if you want."
Me:"No, thanks, I quit, apparently smoking closes your chakras down ....."
So that was a bit from our Cat’s Magic life....
to be continued...
I picked up the newspapers on my way to work today (5.10.) and there was a picture of Vaclav Havel on the front page. Writer and dramatist, leading figure of the Velvet Revolution of 1989, last President of
Czechoslovakia and the first of the Czech Republic. And It's his 70's birthday today! My first thought was: Wow, he looks great for 70 years old man! And he has got still that childlike smile and look in his eyes. There is so much of the kindness and sincerety.
I was 9 years old when the Revolution happened and I was fully immersed in the atmosphere and passionately arguing with my friend who was influenced by her communist parents. Our journeys home from school would usually take 15 mins but this time took 1hr. We argued about political situation. I was very excited and happy that this meant the end of queing up for bananas and lemons at Christmas, the end of terrible history lessons about boring communist meetings, the end of not being able to travel to Europe, the end of not being allowed singing and playing songs by Western musicians or Czechs who emigrated, and so on... My friend was trying to convince me that there was gonna be some serious drug problems if Vaclav Havel became a president because he was such a hippie.
Anyway, I was hoping I wouldn't had to go through what my parents had to. Not that I suffered much. I was blissfuly happy feeding our chickens and rabbits, blissfuly happy to assist my dad killing them and blissfuly happy eating them afterwards. (And look at me now! I became vegetarian!)
At the picture: From the left: Myself and a cat, my cousin with our chickens, my sister with a kitten.
But there were more exciting things out there which we were not allowed in communist era. And it was the first time I drank champagne when Revolution happened. I am sure it wasn't a good champagne but it was very special to me( Yet again, I am teetotaller).
Vaclav Havel was born in 1936 into a family that the communists labeled as "bourgeois". For several generations they were one of the wealthiest and most influential Prague dynasties. Vaclav's grandfather built the famous Lucerna Ballroom and his uncle was the founder of the Barrandov Film Studios.
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